It is almost 11:00 PM! Where did the day go? Three hours of rehearsal is where some of it evaporated into, but the rest, I am so utterly lazy lately. I feel like I am spending most of the day waking up. My best guess for this lethargy, Seasonal Depression. The Winter Blahs. I really want to be outside. I want to work on the yard, start the garden up, so many things. I need to get out of the house.
Two of the four centers that I work at canceled classes due to lack of registration too. That is sort of a downer. I am making up for it with all of the private, home studio lessons that I am getting calls for, but it is still sort of depressing.
I really think the biggest issue is not having any deadlines or schedules or major projects to deal with though. I am a work-a-holic at heart. I like to be busy. At least the house is clean because of it. 2010 was so full of other peoples’ projects and ideas though that I am not used to having my own time to play with. I really hope that by next week, when Shaun returns to school and I have more time to myself I can get back into things. It is really difficult to work when I have to keep the house quiet so he can sleep in.
So, I am not really sure this is a well thought out, interesting, or amusing entry, but, it is better than nothing at all. I need to keep a practice of writing. Even if it looks like stream of consciousness garbage. Every word counts for something.
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